Thursday, July 19, 2007 7/19/2007 02:06:00 AM
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For every relationship that i was in, i put all my heart into it. Yet most of the times, things turned bad. It wasnt a happy ending. After i ended the 2 years relationship with KL, i told myself that i wont fall in love with any guys at this moment. Even if i do , I would just fool around. Cos i dun wanna get hurt anymore. It was until i met him. ALEN HO..
He gave me the feeling of being loved once again. I didnt want to get into a relationship with him but somethings cant be explained. He gave the right feelings. Though we get together only few days after we know each other , but to me , that wasnt a problem. I can say that he is a close-to-perfect guy for me. But i might not be his perfect girl. When i am with him, i feel comfortable. Although, 5 days in a week , he is in camp , but i dont mind. I know its still early to say if this relationship will lasts. But i do hope it will.
He told me that he cant guarantee that his heart wont change. I can understand. What i can do now is to just stay beside with someone whom i really loves. Whether he will leaves me one day, its all up to fate.