I stay overnight at Miko's place the other night. We have got nothing to do therefore we thought of going for a jog from Rivervale to Fernvale. Quite far actually..We satarted off the journey at 0220hrs. We jogged past Compassvale and Sengkang. The whole journey was fun. We walked along the roads. No cars no people... We can only heard the wind. As we were walking, I thought of Dar and the rumours thing. Miko got her own problems too. I didnt met Dear for a week plus. And i really miss him alot. We reaached home around 0530hrs. Legs are tired.

When i woke up in the morning, my legs' muscles hurts. It hurts when i walked. So i can only walked slowly. Till now, 2 days later, my legs still pain. Sob sob.. I wish Dear was around. Went for work today in Rivervale also. Quite bored nothing to do.

Was waiting for Dear to sms/call me. He is always busy with his stuffs. But i never blame him for that. Have to understand. My mood isnt good this few days.Is all because of him. Feelings fades. My heart 's crying. I dont know what to do. Should i let go or continue? If i let go , i am afraid i will regret. I called him earlier on and we chatted for awhile. He said the Julie, a friend of his , asked him why he didnt sms her already? Then dun know what Dear say also. Then Dear told me he bought another watch. And he didnt use the one i bought for him then he left it aside. I always thought he likes the watch. I got a feeling that he is leaving soon. I cant imagine me without him. Though he is always in camp, but to me, i dun mind. I can feel that his feelings really fading fast. If one day, he wants to end the relationship , i will let go too. Cos if he is meant to be mine, one day we will get back together. If he is not , then we shall remains as friends.